What is and what should never be

Merry Christmas!

2009-12-25T18:42:37Z

Hello my Cuties!
I wanna wish you all happy holliday and a wonderful christmas time!!

JIB - STEVE CARLSON

2009-11-29T18:33:40Z

And So the Circle is complete. 8 years ago I had a KANE sticker on my first car (loved my little black Nissan Micra) because I loved Christian Kane on Angel. Of cause no one knew the band! And now I`m going to see one of the guys who founded the band. ;-)

Conventions - boo-hoo

2009-10-25T17:10:43Z

Jus in Bello!? Is anyone going? I`m so tempted!! But I don`t know if I can afford another convention next year. But the guest list sounds great!

But have you read who the newest guest is!? JENSEN!!! I know it`s crazy but after reading that I immediately got some hot flesh and one thought popped into my head "I WANNA GO THERE AND SEE JENSEN!" Which is crazy, because I`ve got tickets for Asylum 4 AND Asylum Europe (which is already considered crazy by most people I know) but suddenly Conventions just seem to pop up these days. And I hate that!! Because I had decided to go to these two great cons, meet you, have a blast and if the boys are there: awesome.
And now I`m really thinking if I should go to Rome. Crazy, crazy, crazy! I don`t like choices!! I like it simple and easy!

But they take € 135 for the J²! And the "cheapest" real ticket costs 290 Euro.And you can bid on one that starts at 1000€! And the hotel is expensive with 170 Euros a night. Boo-hoo! So many good reasons why I shouldn`t go and just wait and hope.

But still there is this little "lucifer" in a white suit looking like Jared sitting on my shoulder and whispering into my ear "Go! Don`t think! It`s Jensen! Don`t you like him anymore? Who cares if you would have to live on the street because you spent all your money on conventions!?" On the other should there is - no not Castiell - more Jensen (topless with little wings and a halo) saying: "No, don`t go. I know that you love me! You don`t have to go to every convention to proof that. Maybe I`m coming to Germany!! See we could meet there!"

Gosh, I`m crazy - I should really stop talking with my imaginary devil&angel friends. That`s me for now.
Love you!! *hugs*

and p.s. I hate weeks without new Supernatural!! Could this season go on like forever?!

p.p.s. I know that organizing such an event is much work and I`m pretty sure that they won`t really earn money at all by doing that because of all the costs. It`s just me looking at my bank discount and feeling miserable. 135€ for one pic is tough for me.
EDIT: I JUST DID IT!!! I booked the demon pass and a J2 photoop! Oh my gosh...I`m shaking. See you in Rome!

10.10. - best day of the whole year!

2009-10-11T16:56:56Z

It`s my birthday every day!
Lilith is so right. Having birthday is awesome (totally ignoring the fact that I`m getting old). Thanks to everyone who thought of it.

Yesterday was just family and presents - love that! My grandma gave me money and from my parents I got a bench jacket, two new pandora pieces (the blue butterflies and the elefant) and some smaller stuff.

And today I was invited by a friend and she made some super cool heart shaped cake with lilac frosting. And the today presents had a theme "Piglet" (the Winnie pooh one). Is that normal that people give me piglet earrings even when I`m getting 21 for the 6th time (you do the math). And is it normal that I love them?!

And I got a piglet shirt and a little piglet in a ladybug costume ("come on and you think he`s straight!?")
I`ll get my other presents next week (work, family, friends).

And some big Thanks to ramoniciu who made a pice of art for me!!! THANK YOU!!
I wish you a wonderful week!!

Come on - are you serious!? 5x5

2009-10-09T19:04:05Z

I mean, come on! PARIS HILTON! Oh show - that`s some ~~crappy~~ interresting idea.

Yeah, haha got it - "House of Wax" - saw that movie a few times and the best thing was Paris dying.
I even saw the porn, even if I really can`t remember why. And I have to say that she was more convincing in that one than on SPN. Not dope at all.
Couldn`t they find some nicer guest star? Aren`t there some semipopular starlets desperately waiting for some bucks to come in? And that is the best thing they could come up with? Yeah, she is popular (even if I think that "her time" is over) but is the show really in such a big need for attention?! Wouldn`t it be so much cooler if some hot chick would have been Deans Idol or Castial ;-D. (No angels at all and still the episode works somehow.)

For a brotherly-cuddly-babykitten-sweet moment I had hoped Dean to be Sam`s Idol (even if I can already hear the Sam fans screaming at me "HAS IT ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ABOUT DEAN? WHAT`S WRONG WITH YOU?"). Thinking about Sam`s latest mood (for the last 2 seasons) pazifist Ghandi wouldn`t have been my guess for being his hero.

On the episode - nice but not great. What was that with "I felt better being on the road with Ruby"? Dean IS bossy but come one how could he change that, caring for his baby brother is like ~~sex~~ breathing for him. But ofcause he lets Sam drive so everything will be fine. We`ll wait and see!

Okay, that`s me for now. Probably you all loved her appearance and you wonder in what kind of mood I have to be to blaspheme the show like this.

I wish you all a wonderful weekend!

The End - my new beginning!

2009-10-03T12:20:59Z

Hallelujah!!

Remember me being bitchy about how I just cannot feel the love for the new season?!
Over and done!!

I loved the new episode!! Holy Kripke, I`m back! ;-D

I wish you all a wonderful weekend!!

Asylum - still on my mind and now on my wall, too!

2009-09-02T16:14:14Z

Finally I managed to get my pics up the wall. ;-D
My room is kind of small and there is not enough space for all my posters and stuff but I made some room for this:

That are the autographs and prints of the photoshoots.

This is my wall with my Alias Poster, the Supernatural calendar and Audrey!

A friend did this one for me for christmas - I love this picture with Dean and his Baby!

I love Alias, too! As you can see ;-D

and something I forgot to post. Weeks ago I`ve talked with Schnute about my Piglet Teddy from Built-a-bear. I love this shop!! Here she is:

und nochmal Audrey!!!

100000 Pictures and one Baby (not mine!)

2009-08-20T15:36:04Z

Hello beloved friends!!!

Isn`t it a wonderfull day? Ignore the heat that feels like your skin is about to melt .... see beyond that!

1. I got mail from Ramoniciu today. Bless her heart, the little cupcake burned like 100000 pictures from Asylum on CD for me!! THANK YOU!
2. My best friend gave birth to a baby boy this morning!! Tomorrow I will visit her (she wanted NO visits for the first day, gotta respect that.). She and her hubby wanted a baby so much and I`m so happy that everything is fine.

Edit: Saw the baby yesterday. So cute, so tiny!

My first two days ...

2009-07-03T18:23:11Z

... at my job!!

Yesterday I had my first day at my new job. To be true it is my first real real job (not counting the endless hours as babysitter, tutor, "Packmädchen" bei Douglas) . Because I`m a chatty one ~~some~~ most of you will know that I`m a socialworker. And yesterday I started as a "Berufspraktikant" (like a poor paid Intern who`s already finished with university. You need to do this special year or you cannot work for municipal facilities. And without it you get less money)

The people were really nice. The boss gave me flowers and I got icecream from another one of my bosses "because it`s so hot". Everyone is really trying to comfort me and to make it easy for me.

I`ll work at the child protection service and child custodian care (see... it is good that I write in english, I had to look this words up - you`ll always learn something). I NEVER NEVER NEVER wanted to work at this field. Yep, never say never...

I`ve spent the two days with the normal stuff like ordering office supplies and meeting people (and my computer) and reading files of our clients.
Yesterday evening I had some little breakdown "I will work here for one year!! What if I cannot cope with the work. That are soooo many hours. I wanna go back to university...." But today was okay, nice. I even was like the first person at my floor this morning. I came at 6.59 (we`ve got time registration). Really commendable ;-)

And one of my advisors already forewarned me that it is possible that we`ll make a work trip to Portugal.

That`s my news on "little Julia goes to work"

I wish you a wonderful weekend!!

lots of love
Juli

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My Bloody Valentine - wow 3D

2009-06-29T11:25:15Z

Yesterday I`ve finally saw my bloody valentine at our local 3D cinema. On my own as I may add because my friend canceled last minute.
It was my first time 3D experience and after the first minute I thought that it would drive me nuts, but after a while I enjoyed it.

I think I was the only one in the cinema who started cheering at the end as Tom came out alive!!!
Going alone kind of sucked because I got no one I could tell "I`ve talked to JENSEN". I was really tempted talking to strangers to brag. But I was able to pull myself together. :-D

The movie was better than I had exspected. And the 3D stuff was awesome!! And I realized that I just love Jensen on the big screen!! Okay, I love my Jensen anyway!

After he had the car crash in the movie my first thought was "That would have never happened with the Impala!"

Looking for Supernatural Quiz

2009-06-26T17:43:29Z

Hello guys!
I was tying to proof that I`m an awesomely clever fan and was trying to answer some online Quizes on Supernatural and most of them sucked!

Sometimes the anwers were wrong or they were too easy ("What are the brothers names?" - Come on, are you kidding?!!)
One on facebook was nice, you had to complete quotes and I can promise you that that`s something I`m good at. Which is a horror watching them in german sync because I tend to stop the DVD and tell the others what they just said in english and that the sync killed the joke...oh, I run off my own topic:

Do you know any nice and fun Quizes on the show??

and by the way: I wish you all a great weekend!!

I promise I will never spoil again...

2009-06-24T13:51:36Z

I`m so sorry, I didn`t thought that this would be spoilerous....okay, I`ll try it again with a livejournal cut. I hope it works because the lj technic hates me. - Nope I tried and somehow it is not working. Then I`ll just shut up and will not post about it.

Asylum 5: Feast of the Dead?

2009-06-22T10:29:27Z

So they are planing to organize 3 conventions next year?! I just hope that this will work out fine because I`m planing to be at two of them...

If there will be a 6th season (hope for it) they will be shooting around the date of Asylum 5, right?

As I read "Asylum 5" first I was like "WHAT? Are they allready planning for 2011??"

I know I`m late... but: My Asylum

2009-06-16T13:31:14Z

I just realized that I totally forgot to post my Asylum Diary!! Lazy me!!

Asylum 3 was my first convention and I honestly thought that it would be an one time thing...and guess what! Now I`m thinking about going to Asylum 4 AND Asylum Europe. Istn`t that crazy?

FRIDAY:
I could bitch now about the registration chaos which had biblical dimension.. but finally I got THE brown envelope which should contain the answer to my prayers.
Should! It was empty! I haven`t met one person who got all there stuff at their first queue. So we all to queue again with a panicky consultiong my watch every minute because the J² should start at 4. And it was way past that. Then luckily we all got our stuff together and I had done my make-up kneeling in front of some table during queueing. The fotoshoot was a five second thing but I got the chance to take a look at that perfect creature that`s named Jensen Ackles. (I`m a DeanGirl - will always be!!)

I haven`t got a scanner, so I made pics of the photos

And I bought Coffee Lounge Lottery Tickets: 10 for Jensen and 3 for Jared...

Saturday:
The morning started with a fast breakfast. Luckily we could split so some of us waited in front of the room and got us great seats and the others had the opportunity to eat some baked beans.
Huge hugs for ramoniciu, dischargie, gwaevalarin, sleepless3333, ladybird07 and all the other charming gals who made this such an awesome experience.

Doug started the panel with reading the winning numbers of the Coffee Lounges...AND HE SAID MY NUMBER "903"!! I started to yell "Yeahy!" and Jensen looks into the direction these really loud noise came from, shouts "Bingo" and raises his arm. You just gotta luv that!!
I really won a ticket for the Jared Coffee Lounge..wow! Later we found out that Ramona got won too and I was the person who got to tell her that!!! I definitely made her happy that day!

Then we had the Jensen Photo Shoot and - hell - was I nervous... After the picture he said "Thank you" and I was like "No, I`ve got a second one!". He turned around, looked into my eyes and said: "Oh, you should have told me that." - On the second picture you can actually see the expression on my face saying "Jensen Ackles just talked to me!"
This ist the better pic (the "before" picture):

Later that day we had the Coffee Lounge: We (19 girls and one husband) and Jared. She seats were in a circle and I was like 3 seats away from him. What shall I say? He`s a doll! He asked where we came from and when someone talked he totally focussed on the person, looked at her. He said that he had a full beard till a few days ago and that women can be so happy the don`t have to shave. I was like "HELLO! We`ve got to shave daily too!!" And I outed myself as someone who loves to take a bath... The Lounge was really great but it would have nice if it would have been allowed to take a picture. But it still was something awesome!

After that we rushed over to the Misha picture shoot. And he hugged everyone!! I`m pretty sure you`ve read it everywhere but here again: Misha ist awesome!!

Then I got my autographs from Gabe, Richard, Frederic and Charles. I asked them to sign a picture of the 2nd season dvd cover. Richard asked me where he should sign and I said "Where ever you want. You can even sign on their faces." He wrote over Jensen`s face and shouted "I just tatooted Jensens face!!"

Later that evening discargie and I went to the Jason Manns Concert. We missed Coby`s, it was so quiet we thought it hadn`t started -ups!... Jason was great! He said that he would
sign everything and so we lined up for the last queue of the evening to get an autograph. I bought the CD and he wrote on it:
"to Julia, all my best" Huh, at least ONE personalized signature!

SUNDAY:
I was watching the Jensen & Jason Talk but my number were called for the Jared Autograph. I rushed over there and queued again.
I asked Jared if he could write "to Julia". I know that it was not allowed but you can`t blame me for trying.
Maybe he remembered me from the Coffee Lounge the day before because he smiled and wrote JULIA (at least this is what it should mean..decide for your self) on the photo. I told him how great the coffee Lounge has been and he said "you`re welcome" and winked. boy, he`s cute!! I`m glad that I bought a Jared Photoop on Saturday because they had still some left (don`t ask me how this is possible but they still had Jensen and Jared tickets, I really don`t wanna know how many... ).

Then I had the Jared Photoshoot and I asked him if I could hug him for the picture. He said "Sure" - I guess I was pretty lucky with him this day. (Even if I don`t like how I look on the pic...) I showed it to a friend and she said "YOU TOUCHED HIM?!"

The Asylum day ended with my Jensen Autograph (Jensen went out the room for a sec and as he came back everygirl cheered, I think it made him a little unconfy) and the great Misha talk. And I will say it again: Jensen is the most handsome human being I`ve ever seen. The eyes, this green, the little freckles...don`t get me started!! Just Wow!!

I really wish my superpower to be timetraveling (no vegetable growing powers like Misha...) because I would love to experience Asylum 3 all over again!

It has been a wonderful weekend! Much fun, great people and unforgettable moments! I want to thank you all for making it so great!!!

Asylum Panel transcription?

2009-06-13T18:09:34Z

Hello my fellow Supernaturalfanatics!

Has someone of you tripped over summaries or transcriptions of the Asylum stage talks?
I want to make a scrapbook and want to insert quotes and I`m way too lazy to write down the talks...so I`m counting on some awesomely hardworking people who possibly have already done that work for the sluggish me.

I wish you all a wonderful weekend!!

"It's like we got a contract on us. You think it's 'cause we're so awesome? I think it's 'cause it's we're so awesome." -Dean

ASYLUM 4

2009-06-11T17:07:39Z

Has anyone bought tickets for Asylum 4: Houses of the Holy? Or are you waiting for Asylum Europe? Or are you saying "Rouge Events - are you kidding me - never again"?

I don`t know...
I know, I know the organisation sucked BIG TIME and normally I would not give them more money. BUT I`m really tempted, I would love to see Jim and it have been so much fun. I guess I`m still kind of high...

I mean, next year it`s going to be much smaller and without J² (unless the boys are masochistic enough to come again next year) it should be really relaxed... I don`t know. I guess I`ll have to think about it.

For those who have to work tomorrow: "Have a nice and not too busy day!"
And for those who got a longer weekend: "Enjoy your free time!"

RECAPS

2009-06-06T16:07:16Z

Some of you I`ve already told how much I adore the recaps from http://www.recapist.com/tv-shows/supernatural! Especially the Season 4 ones written by Gemma. Reading them I had to laugh out loud so badly (which sometimes is a little embarrassing, unless you`re alone in the room). You should check them out!

That`s how she described the Sam&Ruby Sex scene in 4x09:

"...ANYWAY, Ruby keeps trying to comfort Sam, this time by getting all up in his personal space. She tells him he’s not alone, and then crashes her face into his for a very ungraceful kiss. Sam quickly pushes her away and goes to sit on the couch in the next room, thoroughly disgusted. Keep fighting the good fight, Sam. Don’t give in! She kneels in front him, asking him if he’s resistant because of the body she’s possessing. “Because I already told you, it’s all me inside of here. And it’s nice inside this body, Sam.” Oh, God, I think I just threw up in my mouth. This seduction is the unsexiest thing I have ever seen in my life, and I once got asked out via calculator, so I know from unsexy. She keeps grinding up against him until he finally grabs her face and…MY EYES! SWEET JESUS, IT BURNS! This is just…no. This shit is NOT happening. They’re just…they’re…THEY’RE JUST BAKING CUPCAKES, GUYS! Yes, that’s it! They’re baking completely platonic, unsexy, necrophilia-free cupcakes, and the network is accidentally picking up the signal from Soapnet, so we can’t see their innocent and necrophilia-free baking shenanigans. This is really just a completely and totally unrelated scene from General Hospital that IN NO WAY INVOLVES SAM HAVING SEX WITH A DEMON. NOT EVEN A LITTLE.

Dean interrupts this flashback that IN NO WAY INVOLVES SAM HAVING SEX WITH A DEMON, NOT EVEN A LITTLE by saying that Sam is sharing “too much information.” I have literally never loved Dean more than I do right now. He still doesn’t think Ruby’s all that great, because “so far all you’ve told me about is a manipulative bitch that ~~screwed~~ baked cupcakes with you, played mind games with you, and did everything in the book to get you to go bad.” ....." ( http://www.recapist.com/2008/11/15/supernatural-i-know-what-you-did-last-summer-episode-409 )

flora2y5 @ 2009-06-02T14:21:00

2009-06-02T12:28:17Z

You wanna hear me scream? Then watch YouTube - Asylum J2 1 and skip to 2:31 where Doug reads "903" and you hear "YAAAHHHH" (that`s me) and Jensen responds "BINGO!!!" and lifts his arm into the air!!

flora2y5 @ 2009-06-02T13:48:00

2009-06-02T11:50:27Z

JENSEN`s hot!! More later...